Okay, it has been forever since I wrote in here. I don't really know why. I could offer many an excuse, but in the end, it would just amount to a bunch of crap.

I am now 30 years old and have decided to stop waiting for things to get good around here. I have applied for counseling licensure in New Mexico as well as several jobs. I plan to vacate Pennsylvania as soon as I have either a job or license and a little cushion of cash or GOD PLEASE--all of the above.

I heard Ben Affleck talking about he got back $1.5 million in taxes refund last year. I am seriously considering writing and asking him to pay off my student loans as it would only amount to less than %4 of what he got back in taxes. I suppose I don't really deserve his charity since I don't think he's that great an actor. Perhaps though, I deserve it more since I have sat through many of his performances and all of the crazy hoopla about him and J Lo (who I absolutely can't stand).

Well, I will be going out to NM for a two week visit with my sisters. I can't wait, though I would feel much better if I had some interviews lined up. Oh well, yah nevah know what's gonna happen.

I guess this should save Maddy from having to write another emergency entry for me for a while.

Love to all.