Not completely hopeless
2004-03-15 @ 2:39 p.m.

I don’t know why I have been avoiding this diary lately. I think it reminds me of how much I haven’t accomplished and how stuck everything seems. My resumes continue to get lost in the great void of the internet. I keep submitting in the hopes it will reach someone kind of like a message in a bottle thrown into the ocean or tied to a balloon string and let go. Not completely hopeless I guess.

On the other hand, things with Stone seem to be working. Progress moves at a snail’s pace and that is okay with me. I’m not ready for my world to be turned upside down again. I don’t think Stone is ready for that either, though he wants more time than I am ready to share. Miss Kitty seems disapproving. She just keeps telling me that I would have known right away if he were right for me. Right away is too soon for me to spend $20 on a pair of jeans, I don’t know why I would be different in a relationship. I know that he’s sweet and genuine and he may very well be a really good kisser. Too soon to tell. I must admit that I like surprises.

Well, a bunch of snow is expected to arrive tomorrow. I’m hoping for a snow day. I want to stay home and bake and sleep and clean. I probably shouldn’t get my hopes up. I took a couple of days off next week. Hopefully, I will be able to meet up with Lotus and go shopping. Maybe, shopping at IKEA. I feel excited about that.

I guess that’s all I’ve got today.

Love to all.

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