Appalachian cultural void
2004-02-19 @ 4:30 p.m.

Well, I applied to another job last night. I love the internet, but I am getting very annoyed by how long it takes me to load my information on every freaking website. I hope something comes out of this. I’m beginning to think I should just start looking for jobs around Pittsburgh and just suck it up. At least I would be in a city and not in some Appalachian cultural void.

I am basically just twiddling my thumbs today. There just isn’t enough work and my boss keeps telling me what duties of mine will be given to the new part-time guy they just hired. I’m betting that new guy will not be pleased when he discovers how many stupid details are involved.

I talked to Stone again last night. I waver so much over him. There’s a part of me that would just like to see what would happen there. He told me that he worried that he had screwed things up by not being more aggressive with me and that he didn’t think I would call him. I worry that I am attracted to this situation because I see him as someone who needs an ego boost. I have been down that road before—more than once. Then I wonder if I might see any sweet, single guy that way. Then again, maybe I am the one who needs the ego boost.

I am losing my taste for network television. I spend my evening flipping between CNN, MSNBC and Fox News. This could be problematic—for me or for network television, I’m not sure which. I’m just finding more suspense and humor in the presidential race. I wonder what I will do with my time when it’s over. Thinking about that won’t be necessary until November, I suppose.

Well, I think I actually have an appointment for 4:30.

Love to all.

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